82 of 100 ... Real Self-love

Isn't that what it is all about? Our inner beliefs of ourselves are what we show ... and yet we can mask them easily enough.  But somewhere along the way, they ooze out and our self-beliefs become evident.  When you listen to the negativity that is rampant in the world, you know that it comes from inside the person.  What if we truly loved ourselves? what if that inner monologue was one that came from someone who loved us unconditionally?  what if we were treated and cared for by someone who loved us?  What would our world and our relationships be like then??  I'm thinking of all these things because when I went for my interview today, I got ready, I did my makeup like I know I can ... and I avoided every other mirror until after the interview was over.  I knew I could tap into something that was genuine for the time of the interview, but once I looked in a mirror or reflection in a window, it was gone. 

DAY'S REPORT

  Habits: 
- Clean Sink:  no
- Cups of Water: 3
- Hours of sleep: 6h20m
- Meds: yes
- Reading: no
- FoodRecord: no  
- Steps: 5546 steps
 
Goal Advancement for today:   
Nothing to note.
(E-Environment, H:Health, F:Financial, PD: Prof/Personal Development, R: Relationships.) 
 
Gratitude: Today, I'm grateful for ... 
1.  feeling good and confident when I went in to the interview.  It went well, I thought. 
2.  hearing that PN got a job ... a fantastic job! wow!  so glad for her!!
3.  hearing that RA had a job interview today!  That is awesome!!! whether or not she gets is not the point ... the point is she got an interview!  it will only get better from here!  (I'm telling myself the exact same thing!! :-) )
4.  being in Calgary ... a great place to be unemployed! Sooo many opportunities!! 
5.  our medical coverage - I had a doctor's appointment today and am grateful for having a doctor who can help me.  I told about my health issues in the interview, feeling it was crucial ... if I get the job, then I will be able to talk to them about how I'm dealing with this for their benefit.