81 of 100 ... Pandora's Box

Something has happened ... and I don't know what it is but I am certain that the fall-out will be far reaching and what I have known for reality will never be the same again.  A man, with ISIS/extremist Muslim sympathies stormed the Canadian Parliament in Ottawa today, killing one man, before he was killed.  In other places in the world, this would not be a big thing, but here, in quiet, apologetic, peaceful, loved-by-every-one-Canada, it just doesn't happen.  Until today.  Maybe a bit like 9-11 and the horrible terrorist attacks on American soil, this has done something to our collective consciousness and opened our eyes to the hatred at home that leads to this.  Hatred ... and more.  Much to think about in the days and weeks to come.

DAY'S REPORT

  Habits: 
- Clean Sink:  no
- Cups of Water: 5
- Hours of sleep: 7ish
- Meds: yes
- Reading: no
- FoodRecord: no  
- Steps: 6305
 
Goal Advancement for today:   
None to mention
(E-Environment, H:Health, F:Financial, PD: Prof/Personal Development, R: Relationships.) 
 
Gratitude: Today, I'm grateful for ... 
1. having a birthday this month!  I could use my 'birthday sale' to get a few items for my interviews.  I have lovely clothing, but that which is best for an interview does not fit as it should.  So, an item or two, that will last me for a while, have been added to my closet.  I might be fat, but I'll look good!!
2.  ... did you read that?  "Interviews"!! Yup!  I got another one for tomorrow!! This one is downtown (sweet!) and might have some wonderful opportunities! So, I'm grateful for another chance to interview!  Regardless of what comes of it, another interview is always good practice! 
3.  being born in Canada.  I've heard so many people complain about things here and I really do think this is a wonderful country.  I do love and honour our government (they do stupid things sometimes, but I think the one we have right now is a very good one), I would never dream of attacking or overthrowing the powers that be!  I cannot fathom what must have been going on in the head of the dude today.  What must those religious zealots be teaching their followers?? 
4.  not eating supper ... I didn't want to be awake and sick all night, so I skipped supper and went to bed feeling nothing but tired.  A while since that's happened! ... and to my fleece sheets ... oh heaven! 
5.  being excited for tomorrow! I can't let my insecurities show!!