45 of 100 ... Cause Change and Lead ...

... accept change and survive; resist change and die.

I am not afraid of change; I'd rather not have to experience it quite so much and truly know what peace comes from stability, but I look at my state right now and know that things can be better.  I got some good advice from my supervisor at work and in a way, a blessing to start job hunting.  Not sure how this will play out, but it will be what it will be.   I need to cause the change, be proactive, move forward.  That is where I need to head.

Day's Results: 
 
Habits:
- Clean Sink: No
- Cups of Water: 5
- Hours of sleep: 6h 12min
- Meds: yes 
- Reading: no
- FoodRecord: no
FitBit Notes:
- 3633 steps ... didn't go for my walk at lunch!
 
Goal Advancement for today:  
PD: I had a good talk with BT, and she gave me some good counsel about moving forward in a project culture.  I'm ticked off at some things at work and spoke to her about how to address it.  It was good to get it off my chest as well as see a way to deal with it. I've never really addressed something like this before, so it's good to get practice.
R: A gal at work is leaving and a group of us got together for lunch with her (hence, no lunch-time walk).  She is also someone I can see spending time with after.
(E-Environment, H:Health, F:Financial, PD: Prof/Personal Development, R: Relationships.) 
 
Gratitude:
 1.  Today, I'm grateful for the talk I had with BT in her car. I know being honest can backfire, but I felt that is what I needed to do. And I release the consequences into His hands, trusting that whatever happens will be to my best. 
2.  Today, I'm grateful for getting together with some people from work for lunch.  And after, we took some pictures and I "influenced" them to take an interesting one rather than a boring one with their heads at the same level!
3.  Today, I'm grateful for an interesting discussion with NB.  I really don't know what to think ... it really is a mess of communication, but I'm done fighting and getting upset over it.  So, it was nice to 'chat', even if it was over instant-messaging!
4.  Today, I'm really grateful for a good talk with my cousin TK.  Good counsel!
5.  Today, I'm grateful that I got through some TV shows and got them off the PVR.  If I'm useless in other areas, at least this is something I feel I can achieve before bed ... another one off the PVR!  And with the new season starting next week, I definitely need to get more off!