What was is gone, what is to come can still be. If I do what I've always done, I'll get what I've always got. This needs to change. Here I challenge myself to that change and see what can yet become of this chapter of my life.
Friday, June 13, 2014
59 of 100 ... Thursday is my Friday!
Why is it when I have a short week, it seems to be longer than when I have a normal week? Four-day weeks so often feel like 5+-day weeks, and this week was a doozy. So glad that I backed out of deep water; all I could think about was bed and sleep. And Friday is a day off!!
Gratitude Moments for Thursday
(were there any???)
1. On Thursday, I was grateful that it was the last day of the work-week for me. I have to say, I'm getting rather used to having the occasional Friday off! Something that never happened when I was teaching!
2. On Thursday, I was grateful to have nothing to do in the evening ... sleep was all I wanted to do.
3. On Thursday, I was grateful for having the where-with-all to take a stand. I know that at times, it's easy to treat people who make less than you as less than you, and this is something I experience at the company I work. It infuriates me ... probably because I secretly suspect that my IQ is higher than any of theirs. I usually say nothing, but this time, when demanded something that I knew would be difficult, especially in the light of all the other demands I was getting this week, I gently took a stand and said I would not promise it but I would do my best. I was given a curt response and I repeated my stand. Arrogance is something I'm finding I don't do well with ... watch my back arch and the $100 words come out! At least I didn't get emotional (which used to be a common response for me!)
4. On Thursday, I was grateful to know I had time over the next 3 days to get my head screwed back on. A realization for me is finding that I need "me" time ... and if I could ever get caught up with life (there's still hope!), this "me" time will become invaluable!
5. On Thursday, I was grateful for the small friendships I have at work. There are a few, nothing that I classify as a BFF, but friendships that are nice and encouraging, nevertheless. One of these friends came up with an idea today for her and I to write a blog ... that could be interesting and fun! If it comes about, I'll certainly post it here!
Steps Out of My Rut
Cups of water: 3
Day’s Calories: unknown
Food groups: 3 of 5
Activity: no
Clean sink: yes!
Meds: yes!
Sleeping: 6.5h
Sofa/Sleep ratio: .5 ... and then fell asleep
Deep clean: no
Reading: yes!
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