What was is gone, what is to come can still be. If I do what I've always done, I'll get what I've always got. This needs to change. Here I challenge myself to that change and see what can yet become of this chapter of my life.
Tuesday, May 13, 2014
29 of 100 ... A Problem Rears its Head
I have encountered a problem ... I've seen it coming, and sometimes I can avoid it. Tonight, it became very evident, and I'm not sure how to resolve it. The problem - I truly am short on time. Today, I left work at 6:00, stopped to get gas and a few cooking items (I wanted to make something but hit a brick wall, so stopped at Costco to pick up something), and I got home by 7:00. Now, I don't like eating after 6:30 because I don't sleep well and get sick. Tonight, it was ready by 8:00 ... but I only ate a bit. What did I eat? Any junk food I could get my hands on ... I desperately had 2 tasks that I needed to get done ... I got 1/2 of one done by 9:30 ... time to go to bed. Tonight, I had exactly 2.5 hrs in which to eat, do my evening tasks and get to bed by 9:30. But that is not good to make food, eat and let it settle before bed. Does this make any sense to anyone other than me? No wonder it doesn't make sense and is so frustrating to make it work. My stomach now is not doing well, and I am worried I won't be sleeping until late again. Grrr!!! Somehow, I have to find a way out of this or I'll be stuck in my tracks here.
Gratitude - was there any today?
1. Today, I'm grateful for taking my own lunch.
2. Today, I'm grateful for getting part of my own task done.
3. Today, I'm grateful for getting the cancer spot on my arm removed and back to work within an hour.
4. Today, I'm grateful for my frustration; if I'm frustrated, then there's more of a likelihood that I'll do something about it.
5. Today, I'm grateful for heading to bed right after this.
Steps out of the Rut ...
I feel like I had no success in anything today. I had no time. How do I get out of this???
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