Yes, this has to do with employment (or lack of it), but there is much more than that absent paycheque. It has to do with what I'm capable of, what I believe I am created to achieve (which I don't have an answer to), hot to do my education and my ability honour. In a way, I'm letting myself down, but that would make it trite. I need to come up with a way to turn my thinking around, and in that, begin progress in a new direction.
I am not a salesperson - primarily because I'd be hard pressed to come up with one thing that every person needs. I correct myself - there is one thing every person needs: education. Higher learning from something beyond yourself. The thing is ... I believe it but I don't demonstrate it. And maybe, therein holds the secret to change for me.
Gratitude Moments for Today
1/ Today, I'm grateful for finding other positions than just admin jobs. I sent a resume today for an instructor position. Not sure what the class would be, and certain it would not be FTE, but at least it's something different.
2/ Today, I'm grateful for the beautiful weather we are having! I think it's almost safe to say that winter is over.
3/ Today, I'm grateful for this struggle ... it's not pleasant, but I think for me it is necessary.
4/ Today, I'm grateful for my education ... it helps me view life and situations in different ways, it also has given me tools to address what needs to be addressed - and hopefully, in there lies the change needed.
5/ Today, I'm grateful for another change to make good. A kick in the ass would be nice now.
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