30 - *Sigh ...

I knew there was a chance that days like this would come.  In part, everything is different this time.  Different than any other time I've been unemployed. This time, no one to encourage me on; no one to fall back on.  And, in that, I am a bit scared.  I could get really lost if things got bad, and I only have me to keep me from going there.  So, I'm doing what I can to look forward, work forward, think forward.  And, every day, push further into that forward place. 

I don't think I will post daily, but I will as I can.  If nothing else, I want to show that there is a low point, and at some point, it will turn around.  It has to.  And, I'd like to have it recorded here - for me, and for anyone that happens upon this. 

Gratitude Moments for Today
1/ Today, I'm grateful for getting going at a good time this morning.
2/ Today, I'm grateful for getting things done today - a resume out (re-write) and script for tomorrow.
3/ Today, I'm grateful for the check-in call I got from RA. 
4/ Today, I'm grateful for the dream I had last night - it prompted me to email LL and had a lovely phone call from her tonight!
5/ Today, I'm grateful for clean sheets, warm bed and fantastic weather!