21 - Time to Dig In

As the conclusion of the tasks for the one job wind down, I need to start ramping up the tasks of the other ... namely, my new job is "get a job".  I think all is done; just to send in receipts and the end of my time with that company is finished.  There's a part of me that is feeling panic starting to rise.  This is the first time in my life when I have had no one to lean on, no one to fall back on if things get bad.  Just me.  And, that's scary.  I've made it before in the past, but I've also known there was a safety net.  Now, I have no net.  So, it is important to stay calm, stay focused and maintain a productive stance.

Tomorrow are the Academy Awards - I will relax and enjoy and dive in on Monday.

Gratitude Moments for Today
1/ Today, I'm grateful for getting to try on my new glasses, the ones that I saw only once.  They're plastic, and darkish and will be a nice alternate to the ones I did get. By the end of the week, I'll be wearing glasses I can see out of!
2/ Today, I'm grateful for picking up the last of my medications: a three-month supply of the Xarelto.  I'm pretty sure that I have enough now to last me to my birthday in October!
3/ Today, I'm grateful for the amazing weather we have been having! Honestly, when other parts of the country are buried in record snowfalls, and we are walking around in light jackets and running shoes, it is a nice change.
4/ Today, I'm grateful for coffee and Irish Cream.  I know it's my guilty pleasure and I need to take a break from it soon, but for today, I'll enjoy another day.
5/ Today, I'm grateful for my brother and my niece and nephew ... if I think on them too much, I will weep.