Tuesday, February 17, 2015

17 - What a Mess!

I'm spinning my wheels, and starting to worry.  And I know the worry is pre-mature; I know this because there are still lots of ideas I need to take action on.  I am faltering today, not sure of a lot.  Sometimes it works to stop and tell myself of the strengths, sometimes it doesn't.

Later in the evening, I went to see another double-viewing of movies with my movie buddy, KA.  As 'fate' would have it, I ended up sitting beside a woman who provided an opportunity to speak about my love of making a difference in others' lives.  When I start to doubt myself, as I did today, I need to not only remind me of what my strengths are, I need to relive those moments of passion - like when I spoke to the lady beside me in the theatre.  The quote attached is so relevant to me right now.  I need to push through this, I need to give myself healthy, loving treatment - that doesn't mean giving in to every little whim, but it does mean using time in the day as I know it should be used. There was an article I read today - "Three Habits Productive People Find Time For Every Day" found here.  What are these three habits? (1) Become an early riser by going to bed early. (2) Start every day with an intention, focus, or meditation. (3) Physical activity.  Do it.  A good place to start, no?

Gratitude Moments for Today
1/ Today, I'm grateful for the call I received from Executive Solutions.  It gave me hope.
2/ Today, I'm grateful for spending the evening with KA.
3/ Today, I'm grateful for KA to push me to make an appointment for a massage for tomorrow.  So much I need to do before my coverage runs out!
4/ Today, I'm grateful for really wanting to be honest with myself and really wanting to come out stronger.  I want to prove it to myself - that what I know does change lives, and I want to start with mine.  It's not only about what I know but what I learn from others.  The answer is out there; there is a door that holds the answer.  Keep knocking on doors!
5/ Today, I'm grateful for hope - I have hope! When you are being re-made, the road gets rough, but it's worth it! 

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