There were times when it was difficult to stay forward-focused and not go back and re-hash what happened and why it happened and try to figure out what I did wrong. On the one hand, yes, I would like to know ... but you know what? I know things that I could have done differently. (That is becoming a list as well.) And as far as I know, there is nothing that made them point the finger at me, other than I was in the wrong position at the wrong time. Like the quote says - I cannot control what happens to me, especially in a circumstance like this; but I can control my attitude and where I put my focus. Interesting how my brother and I are going through similar life-(but not) changing moments. That tells me that it's not isolated to me and that as I watch him pull himself together and fix his focus on what is important, I know I can do that, too.
Gratitude Moments for Today:
1/ I'm grateful for the people reached out to check in on me today. I have good people in my life!
2/ I'm grateful for the large list I have of people to contact! It's awesome to think that in there, somewhere, might be my next job!
3/ I'm grateful for taking the time to set up my new Tassimo (from RA for Christmas) ... there will never be the 'right time' to make the switch, so I did some shuffling around and made that day today. Now, I can have a cup of coffee when I want, and not make a full pot and throw half of it out!
4/ I'm grateful for being able to pay off my dentist bill. I need to spend some time with my finances and make sure I don't short myself, but I also need to keep my bills payed off.
5/ I'm grateful for taking some time to do a bit of cleaning today ... I always feel better, stronger and more positive when my place is more clean than cluttered!
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